get real. and drop the mask if you please, cause you're not fooling anyone.
"you can kid the world, but not your sister." - Charlotte Gray
i know i haven't been the greatest friend lately, but i see whats going on and i just had to get this out. even if you won't listen.
everyone has flaws. no big deal. but right now i see you causing yourself more grief, just to build yourself up again. when i ask you why, theres never an answer. you just laugh. i know it probably has nothing to do with me. but my goodness, are you blind? do you not see the effect this has on you and everyone around you? you just emphasize the fact that something is wrong. making a bigger deal of the imperfections of life. and if ever you're asked if there IS something wrong, you lie. you'll lie to anyone's face. and say no. because you don't want people to worry about you..
i'm sorry, but i can't help but be concerned because one of my (once?)closest friends hurts herself so much. She carries the weight of the world, and doesn't feel like she can take it anymore? well HELLO. she obviously doesn't see the huge support team thats right there behind her, willing to take the whole load off her shoulders and ease the pain. sharing is caring. even if it means you're caring about yourself and the wellbeing of your shoulders, by sharing your pain. friends don't volunteer to be backup for nothing. just ask.
and seriously. i hope you realize what you're doing to "God's Temple". yenno, your body? the one that you're borrowing? yeah, that one.
good day. you know who you are.
